{"id":107,"date":"2011-05-08T09:03:50","date_gmt":"2011-05-08T09:03:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/?p=107"},"modified":"2011-05-16T14:46:16","modified_gmt":"2011-05-16T14:46:16","slug":"week-19-may-2011","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/?p=107","title":{"rendered":"week 19, May 2011"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/11_touko_week19.jpg\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-medium wp-image-109\" title=\"11_touko_week19\" src=\"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/11_touko_week19-300x225.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"300\" height=\"225\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/11_touko_week19-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/wp-content\/uploads\/2011\/05\/11_touko_week19.jpg 600w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><\/a>If it\u2019s true that a memory \u2500 once it is fixed in the words \u2500 is either instantly swept away or fated to slowly disintegrate, will my hands hold onto the past longer? No matter what I touch with my hands, I, like a blind, feel intensely how memory, the second epidermis, is sewn under my skin. Eventually my hands will die. But it will take time. I have a gentle but tight hold on the present and the past, until, more slowly than my words, I will loosen my grip, unlock my fingers, let them go.<\/p>\n<p>Jos on niin, ett\u00e4 muistikuva kiinnittyess\u00e4\u00e4n sanoihin (kuin valokuvapaperille kehkeytyv\u00e4 hahmo tummuu liikaa, jos sit\u00e4 valottaa liian paljon), pyyhkiytyy pois ja hajoaa, s\u00e4ilytt\u00e4\u00e4k\u00f6 k\u00e4si tuntuman menneisyyteen pitemp\u00e4\u00e4n? Se tuntee ihonalaisen muistin kosketuksen kaikkeen tarttuessaan. Sit\u00e4 ei voi riisua kuin hansikasta! Mit\u00e4 vain kosketan, tunnen ensiksi muistin. Sokea n\u00e4kee k\u00e4sill\u00e4\u00e4n. Mutta mille min\u00e4 olen sokea, kun tartun asioihin muistin otteella. Ja k\u00e4det kuolevat v\u00e4hitellen. K\u00e4dell\u00e4 on viel\u00e4 aikaa, lempe\u00e4 mutta luja ote koetusta, kunnes se, hitaammin kuin sanat, p\u00e4\u00e4st\u00e4\u00e4 irti, liukuu pois.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If it\u2019s true that a memory \u2500 once it is fixed in the words \u2500 is either instantly swept away or fated to slowly disintegrate, will my hands hold onto the past longer? No matter what I touch with my &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/?p=107\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-107","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/107","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=107"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/107\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":118,"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/107\/revisions\/118"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=107"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=107"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.metamorfoosi.net\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=107"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}